"Poetry is the one place where people can speak their original human mind. It is the outlet for people to say in public what is known in private." -- Allen Ginsberg
Monday, December 23, 2013
The Tale of Rodger the Sloth
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Sunlit Insecurity
Insecurities in the sun,
Inside and out
Caffeinated cacophony of
Love and life and hate and words.
Mostly my own.
Living in my own head
Will be the death of me.
But how, oh how
Can I visit without attachment?
Public spaces scare me
They open my heart, to wear
On my sleeve, to be torn
By lovers and strangers
Alike.
The setting sun shines brightest,
Reflecting any and all
Lifting smoke from the earth
Cleansing the ground and air
And mind.
Helicopter mountaintops reach
Into the very soul of man.
Encroaching madness
Madness for life;
For love and words and songs and life.
Blowing smoke rings around
My head this life runs
In circle
After circle
After circle
Through the states of mind
No one wants to see again.
Spinning across the cosmos
Whipping into shape the
Nothingness that is language.
Spinning through the stars
As my love for words
Whips into my heart.
Worn and worn
Upon my sleeve,
Loving the word that
Is life.
Sleeping in a laugh,
slipping through
The stars.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Lipcut Daydreams
Lipcut daydreams
Bleed through the page,
Pockmark my hands as it
Drips,
Drips,
Drips.
Oozing from every pore
My love for you is
Drip
Drip
Dripping
Thru the cloth and paper
Drip
Drip
Dripping
Across page
After page
Leaving me,
Lost for words.
Loving me
Speechless.
The blood escaping my
Lipcut daydreams
Thick and thin
Thru pockets and posies and roses
And rain.
Drip
Drip
Dripping
Down the sidewalk I
Wander.
And this lipcut daydream
Has left me
Starkraving in love.
Because the blood from my lip
Drip
Drip
Drips
Into my heart.
Saturday, November 30, 2013
Dragon-Phoenix Heart
You, you are beautiful.
In every
Single
Way, and more.
My love for you will
Never fail, never
Falter or wither
Or die.
You, you are the
Light of my life,
The stars in my eye,
And the beat of my
Heart. Even
Though you are miles
Away, I still think of
You. I (wish to) see
You inches from my
Face; I (wish to)
Feel your embrace in mine,
To know you are right where
You are. Being beautiful.
Being you, and I (wish
To) have your love come
Out in wave after wave of
Snuggles and cuddles,
God how I wish.
How I wish you were here,
One night without you
Is one night too many.
Never forget, how I love you.
You will always and
Forever have a place in
The largest ventricle of
My dragon-phoenix
Heart.
Friday, November 22, 2013
Rainy Rambles
Stoplights turn,
The blue buzz of go throught the
Midnight rainy air.
The exhaust clings to the road
And the music pounds on,
Singing my route through the haze
Beating my way down road
Afer road,
After road.
Cold reaching my bones
Wetness from the sky,
Tears of the gods.
Lifegiving, breathtaking love
Of the skies themselves.
This water wandering through
Dreams of yesteryear,
The last time it rianed, oh so
Long ago.
As for now, friends keep
My company, my love and
Affection. Keeping
Me in line, and in love through
This tough time living life.
And the rain the rain the rain,
Leaving me cold, wet and so
Very happy.
Sunday, November 17, 2013
That Place
That place
That place between
Life and hate,
That place
Between loving and
Words, but we always found
That place
To be boring and stale.
A lover in brail
To a blind child
Who never learned to
Listen.
You know,
That place
That place between
Real and imaginary,
That place
In between the stars
That fall between your eyes.
That place.
That's where I love you.
And that's where
I'll always
Yet never.
That place.
Saturday, November 16, 2013
Elation Desperation
Every elation has a desperation,
Ups have downs,
We have no rights left.
Life soaring through the
Breathtaking Texas sky,
Leaving me in the dust,
Dirty and alone.
Teased with the fact
That I know who I am,
And yet no one else does.
I am learning to love myself,
But the world around me
Doesn't give two shits.
Loving myself doesn't mean
Anything else loves me.
For what I've done:
I understand.
Deserve is different than
Want, and what I want
Is irrelavent.
Being happy is work,
Life is work, love is work,
And I'm just lazy.
The crippling laziness
That plagues my life
Plagues infesting my mind
Dirty and alone, loveless
And deserving of nothing more